went to see my mom today. i didn’t expect to see her in the way she was and not feel as emotional as I thought I would be. I’ve been so focused on me that I’ve closed my heart to the things that actually matter. 

she deserves a better daughter than what I’ve been lately.

a month and 4 days ago

I thought I discovered myself

but all I really did was scar myself.

10:26 am, 3.26.14

forbiddenfrult:

Jesus has relieved my heart of the earlier pain it was in. Even though I haven’t been paying attention to him and having a relationship with him, he’s still with me…in everything I do and everywhere I go.
Thank you Father, you are trully patient, faithful, and holy. There is no other. We’re all ignorant children who go by our feelings and naive minds.

(Source: joisanne, via joisannepics)

joisannepics:

tears just slipped down my face while thinking about the situation I have started. I think the oxytocin may have creeped on me. Sex is nothing to play with.

joisannepics:

Serena just told me to calm my emotions down “a wee bit”.

Thank you sister for understanding my feels.